Just as long as it's not soup-based so I don't have to lean over it
[That is, no noodles.
He doesn't want to talk about recent events over text, honestly. Not outright. Euphemism, certainly -- but not blatantly. It just feels wrong, typing it out.]
I'll be in my room when you get here, you can just let yourself in.
[After that, Kaneda cuts communication, walking out of Nonah 05 onto his bike and out for something to get Riku to eat. It's always best to ask questions over food, it made it seem like you're not just there to hound for answers. And truth be told, with everything going on that week, Kaneda still had to check up on a few of his friends.
Riku being one of them, and the only one other than someone from Nonah 05 he would go out and buy food for first. Grabbing some burgers and fries, he hooks the bag around his handlebars and takes off for Nonah, whipping through the porter as fast as their paperwork would let him, down the streets that led to it, and through the familiar path of quiet streets that led to Riku's house.
Yamada sits outside, and Kaneda gives him a nice little pat and a rub of his snout (and maybe a few fries too, he's responsible) before heading back in to go check up on his friend.]
Can't go anywhere else, [comes his voice from upstairs. Riku's sitting, like he has been for the last few days, in his bed. He's not gonna go too far, especially not after the first time, when he went out on the deck to see Kagami and ended up overexerting himself. He's pretty sure he could have easily died there again.
He waits until Kaneda's in the doorway before speaking up, eyebrows raised. His hair is still in the ponytail Kururu put it in yesterday, and the shirt he's got on is unbuttoned so as to make for easier access to the bandages across the majority of his stomach. He looks -- not a hundred percent, but he's certainly not the mess he was the last couple of days.]
[This is certainly a surprise to Kaneda, brows raised high up on his forehead and his lips puckering up into a 'oh shit' look. How--]
How long was I gone? Is this what happens when I let you out on your own?
[He smiles, though, walking over and dropping the bag in his lap, making sure to avoid any of those bandaged areas. He of all people would know how much it sucks to recover.]
Burgers, fries, the works.
And yeah, there's an S at the end of that sentence.
[Riku scoots so he can sit against the headboard, moving the pillow out of the way, then paws curiously through the bag. He takes a box of fries, then examines the burgers, trying to figure out which is his.]
[Riku's been expecting this, naturally. He wasn't under any illusions about what Kaneda's reaction might be. But he didn't factor in the part where he has no powers and can't get out of bed, and can't stop him from stomping off right now if he decides to do so.]
Kaneda.
[His voice is quiet, and he sets down the burger he'd been unwrapping.]
He just evened the score. I'm not -- I'm all right.
[Oddly he doesn't feel angry about it himself. He waves one hand, trying to illustrate the situation.]
When it happened, I... he was crying. I don't think he thought he had any choice in the matter. He's not nearly such a good actor.
[And just like always, Kaneda stops, listening to Riku's calm voice talk him down like it had done countless times before. His shoulders instinctively droop, his head hanging in both frustration and anger.
Who cares if it was 'even'? It didn't matter to Kaneda. Riku still died--and the worst part is, he didn't even know how he could have stopped it.]
There's always a choice, unless someone was controlling him.
You DIED, Riku!
[Despite his exclamations, there's a lot less fight in him now.]
[The problem was that Riku couldn't even do anything about it. He'd done the stupid thing and, noticing his Replica was in pain due to... something, he had healed him. Which, after that many strikes, had been the reason he actually died, in the end.
Riku is quiet for a moment, chewing at his lip. What does he even say to that? It's the truth. After a moment he looks away, eyes low.]
[In hindsight, he couldn't be more thankful for this world. Things would be a lot more lonely if that revival schtick wasn't in existence here. Tetsuo, Maya, now Riku. They'd all be gone, wouldn't they?
It's one thing Kaneda's always been grounded on. He never got 'used' to people dying on him. Ever since he'd heard Yamagata's death back home, ever since he knew anyone was free game here.
He's kept that comfort at arms length. After all, coming back from death is a false sense of security.]
Fuck.
You stupid idiot.
[His head slumps against the wall, body sagging as the fight just leaves him. He wants to yell, obviously. He wants to go beat up this clone that had the audacity to kill one of his closest friend. 'In the right' or not.
It takes a moment before he lets it all sink in, whispering to himself that Riku's still here, and that other than being bedridden, everything's normal.]
[Riku sighs gently, uncertain what to say at first. He's right -- he is pretty stupid. But... honestly, the worst part about it wasn't his death, though he knew immediately that he was dying and that he wouldn't be able to do anything about it. The worst part was when he'd had to get out of the ocean and drag himself all the way home.
The problem with dying is that when you return, you have to tell people about it. Riku doesn't want to be fussed over, or to make anyone upset, but -- there's no choice but to do so. It's not like keeping quiet about his birthday. It's more important than that.]
... I'm sorry. I'm sure I could have been smarter about it.
[Riku's humble voice breaks him even more, a soft, resigned sigh echoing past his lips. He was mad--certainly--but it wasn't lasting. He was too close to Riku to let something like this sit, and he'd forgiven Maya for the same thing back in August.
People say death is cheapened in this world...but every time it happens, Kaneda feels the same pang of guilt that he could've been there to stop it. That someone really was lost in all of that.
The same feeling he felt when Yamagata had been nothing but a body bag.
Riku can't see it, but there's a soft smile, and a warmer tone.]
I'm the one who's supposed to make the stupid decisions around here. Not you.
[He reaches up to rub at his face, then blinks down at the food still sitting in front of him and picks up the box of fries. They'll get soggy if he doesn't eat them...]
... Thanks.
[Not for the food, though he's grateful for that too. But having someone be concerned about him is something that doesn't happen very often for him, at least not in a way that's explicitly meant for him to pick up on it.]
I'll be sure to consult you next time I decide to do something dumb.
[He straightens up, rubbing under the bridge of his nose to hide any sort of emotion he might have had while his back was turned. If there was one thing he didn't want to let on, it was how heavy this hit him.
As if that wasn't already obvious.]
What if I needed you to heal me?
[Hide your real feelings with jokes: the Kaneda edition.]
[Don't worry, Kaneda. Sora does it too -- Riku can be tactful about it. He's chewing a french fry, scooting forward just a little so he can lean back, stretch his stomach muscles out a little.]
You'd be fine. Don't you have like fifteen other healers or something?
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[That is, no noodles.
He doesn't want to talk about recent events over text, honestly. Not outright. Euphemism, certainly -- but not blatantly. It just feels wrong, typing it out.]
I'll be in my room when you get here, you can just let yourself in.
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[Good thing Riku invited him to let himself in, otherwise he'd probably just...
Well, he'd do it anyway, but the permission helps.]
see you then
ill check up on the pigs first
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Riku being one of them, and the only one other than someone from Nonah 05 he would go out and buy food for first. Grabbing some burgers and fries, he hooks the bag around his handlebars and takes off for Nonah, whipping through the porter as fast as their paperwork would let him, down the streets that led to it, and through the familiar path of quiet streets that led to Riku's house.
Yamada sits outside, and Kaneda gives him a nice little pat and a rub of his snout (and maybe a few fries too, he's responsible) before heading back in to go check up on his friend.]
Riku?
You up there?
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He waits until Kaneda's in the doorway before speaking up, eyebrows raised. His hair is still in the ponytail Kururu put it in yesterday, and the shirt he's got on is unbuttoned so as to make for easier access to the bandages across the majority of his stomach. He looks -- not a hundred percent, but he's certainly not the mess he was the last couple of days.]
You bring something good with you?
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How long was I gone? Is this what happens when I let you out on your own?
[He smiles, though, walking over and dropping the bag in his lap, making sure to avoid any of those bandaged areas. He of all people would know how much it sucks to recover.]
Burgers, fries, the works.
And yeah, there's an S at the end of that sentence.
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[Riku scoots so he can sit against the headboard, moving the pillow out of the way, then paws curiously through the bag. He takes a box of fries, then examines the burgers, trying to figure out which is his.]
Hm... which do you want?
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I got a little bit of everything. You go first!
[It honestly doesn't matter to him, this boy eats everything. And Riku's the one recovering, here.]
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[He takes one arbitrarily, passing the other over.]
So, I can't heal until my powers come back. Aerith did some, but it's still pretty rough, so I'm gonna take it easy until I can fix it myself.
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[Straight up, no frills. He's more used to the idea now.]
My Replica went home and learned I killed him.
1/4
2/4
[Kaneda has never stood up so fast in his life, practically dropping the burger he was holding onto the bed.]
3/4
[He's gonna beat up your clone-younger self, Riku.]
4/4
[Calm down your attack dog, Riku, please.]
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Kaneda.
[His voice is quiet, and he sets down the burger he'd been unwrapping.]
He just evened the score. I'm not -- I'm all right.
[Oddly he doesn't feel angry about it himself. He waves one hand, trying to illustrate the situation.]
When it happened, I... he was crying. I don't think he thought he had any choice in the matter. He's not nearly such a good actor.
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Who cares if it was 'even'? It didn't matter to Kaneda. Riku still died--and the worst part is, he didn't even know how he could have stopped it.]
There's always a choice, unless someone was controlling him.
You DIED, Riku!
[Despite his exclamations, there's a lot less fight in him now.]
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Riku is quiet for a moment, chewing at his lip. What does he even say to that? It's the truth. After a moment he looks away, eyes low.]
I know. I'm sorry.
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It's one thing Kaneda's always been grounded on. He never got 'used' to people dying on him. Ever since he'd heard Yamagata's death back home, ever since he knew anyone was free game here.
He's kept that comfort at arms length. After all, coming back from death is a false sense of security.]
Fuck.
You stupid idiot.
[His head slumps against the wall, body sagging as the fight just leaves him. He wants to yell, obviously. He wants to go beat up this clone that had the audacity to kill one of his closest friend. 'In the right' or not.
It takes a moment before he lets it all sink in, whispering to himself that Riku's still here, and that other than being bedridden, everything's normal.]
What am I gonna do with you.
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The problem with dying is that when you return, you have to tell people about it. Riku doesn't want to be fussed over, or to make anyone upset, but -- there's no choice but to do so. It's not like keeping quiet about his birthday. It's more important than that.]
... I'm sorry. I'm sure I could have been smarter about it.
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People say death is cheapened in this world...but every time it happens, Kaneda feels the same pang of guilt that he could've been there to stop it. That someone really was lost in all of that.
The same feeling he felt when Yamagata had been nothing but a body bag.
Riku can't see it, but there's a soft smile, and a warmer tone.]
I'm the one who's supposed to make the stupid decisions around here. Not you.
Now you're making me look responsible.
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[He reaches up to rub at his face, then blinks down at the food still sitting in front of him and picks up the box of fries. They'll get soggy if he doesn't eat them...]
... Thanks.
[Not for the food, though he's grateful for that too. But having someone be concerned about him is something that doesn't happen very often for him, at least not in a way that's explicitly meant for him to pick up on it.]
I'll be sure to consult you next time I decide to do something dumb.
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[He straightens up, rubbing under the bridge of his nose to hide any sort of emotion he might have had while his back was turned. If there was one thing he didn't want to let on, it was how heavy this hit him.
As if that wasn't already obvious.]
What if I needed you to heal me?
[Hide your real feelings with jokes: the Kaneda edition.]
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You'd be fine. Don't you have like fifteen other healers or something?
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[See: Riku's the favourite cause he doesn't ask questions.]
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