That can't be it! It's gotta be different - or there's gotta be something - ...
[His back hits the wall next, and slides down slowly until he's ended up sitting on the floor. If Kaneda's right, and ... there's too many reasons why Kaneda COULD be right... then there's nothing he can do about it at all. It's 'what happens'.
That'd mean all his life ahead of him is as a tortured freak... and he can't accept that future. He just can't!]
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[His back hits the wall next, and slides down slowly until he's ended up sitting on the floor. If Kaneda's right, and ... there's too many reasons why Kaneda COULD be right... then there's nothing he can do about it at all. It's 'what happens'.
That'd mean all his life ahead of him is as a tortured freak... and he can't accept that future. He just can't!]
I refuse!